Don't mind me...Monday poetry.

Lovely Little Liar

This is not a tale of defeat.

Head vs. heart.

Just finish what you start

Let it settle somewhere between

what should have been

what could have been

what could never be

No regrets

Where to hide...and abide...

Meet the mysterious traitor beating inside

like a roller coaster, blasting with the bass of a drum

A distant hum

Ba dum bum

Ba dum bum

Bad

Dumb

Bum

Back and forth with a fury 

Fuel the fire

Fear, dread, a fight in your head 

A fist to the face 

A twist to the fate
Suppress it.

Caress it. 

Tear it 

Beware, it's 

stronger than you. 

With flailing arms fighting back

internal attack

All the while, momentum...

This lovely little liar gains legs

sinewy, twirling, curling

strong, with a mischeivious grin

Growing its way through muscle and bone

I couldn't save it

Or try to behave it

So I drowned it

Pulled back

Retract. 

The mind says unearth it

It's worth it. 

Pull from the root

Soil and dust

Sweat if you must. 

No attack

Power back. 

Ba dum bum, ba dum bum

ba dum bum